My SiMpLe LiFe

haha

2009-09-27T01:47:00.000+08:00

well , i am back to my blog.....oh man almost 1 year le. FINISH my poly, AND stack wif jobless (CRAP SHIT) haizzz why like this leh.. this year no luck????? kao, am i so suay? i will look forward.. bah hope nth will affect my mood ... although my mood wasnt good at all lol
ai ya..... simple life ah simple life.. when i can have my simple life?? issit so hard to chiong, issit so hard to start or issit so had to being a life? wadever it is, i will try not to give up, orelse u will see me in newspaper ... i am dead somehow lOl, please give me a heart and paid a visit if i die.well i dun really trust the word of faith cos what tat faith do? does faith really happening or just imagine? bingo bingo, no one is right and no one is wrong ... this really make a piece of shit... why cant everyone have de same thinking to have a happy life? why does life need to quarrel about money? MOney really causes lot of problem? why need to greed? or issit i am too poor so i dun understand greed is a sickness? Let talk abt family, haiz why cant leave wif happiness... sometime have to fan lian?? why leh why why why!!!!!!! CCB! anyway not my family , just dun like see ppl like this ...

vomitted

2008-02-09T02:43:00.000+08:00

haiz seem sad for this few days, really sad....

damn sad.............

Sad just sad...

anyway today i write blog not cos i very long nv write blog..

cos is i first time sit on my cousin bf van and feel vomitting...

After aligght i vomitted 2 time , very smelly, whole body very weak..

now i writting also very weak... haiz hopeless me after movie need to ask my cousin take taxi home wif me ... waste $$ >< i am sorry ...

haiz ... ~.~
very sad , just feel guilty ....
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
WHY I WIL VOMIT ...Idoit!

test over

2007-12-12T08:22:00.000+08:00

ting ting

test over...

nth to said
speechless
hope just pass
i wil be happy

i have being quite emo for this few days
and training to be strong

however i am so weak
chill bah
jy myself

mood

2007-11-30T09:55:00.000+08:00

haizzz

So down... just feel like writing .. today got test .. also nv study haizz...

nvm bah.. my hand is tired and my leg is injure...

i hope idun wan to be emo.. .cos ppl dun like emo de right ... !
so must cheer up lo

done dun feel like writing brain empty

enjoy day

2007-11-18T08:29:00.000+08:00

omg omg ... i have damn lot of thing to write really....

Too much too much until...... i am so emjoy for my celebrating bd haha >.<

SO shiok and fun!
No sweat... cool enough to own my sadness

Oh man i need to thx my sec sch mate mei bo li wj hk zk bo li... cheryl and zt... Oh man u all so sweet le la...
Ty very much ... actually i am intend to talk out de...all de story of my day wif u all But i summary wad i rmb cos i am too tired now .. i do not have enough sleepness

seeing vet playing pool is like watching a joke cartoon and cheryl also lol team wif ... vet and own Zk lOL ...zk ... okok

oh ya and wan to thx wj to acc wif me play pool
haha i noe i am damn sux... and u let me in some ball haha!!
ty man wj for letting me ... :)

during .. eating zt is de ome i talk to her a lot ... lo :x
Thx zt for not angrying by keep disturbing u a lot hahaha oh ya thx for ur present i apperciate it a lot

at de ... kbox i wan to said is .. my singing SUX! oH man~!Dun hear me sinG aga8ii
DUNNO Why so SUx lol :(
oh ya... i rmb when i using phone outside Hk surprise me by opening a door and taking a chair .. out =/
Thx hk :)

and hk vet wj bo li sing so Cool man rock it!
zk is de best singer of de day!

er oh ya ... I WAN DE VIDEO LOL.... and mei very naughty ah... take pic and wan to cover my face>>>... lOL pro lo... that pic can find where am i ....( got prices if u found me )

actually i rmb got a lot of thing to said de leh...... roar to tired cant write it out ...
nvm ... DE dayS ROCK!

Oh man today....turn up suai kai xiang john foo Go eat HUO GuO... LOl psps suai ah..
Lol keep... joking wif u ...
and u keep beating me de :) bully me sia ... LOL i noe u playing wif me de la...
i dun wan eat hit gal only lo... oh ya kai xiang face and sound change a lot ...
maybe sound is cos he sore throat lOL
kai xiang talk de less le but i can feel that he is really a joker if he wan to be :)
john foo u ah ... bth u la keep laughing .. i talk a bit only u laugh liao....
su ai ai yaya scare u liao ... always bully me haha....
OH man ... i call a gal who is 28 years old .. AUNTIE ... haha!!!Ps pspspsps LOL
shld call xiao jie ...she is so cute lo in de sense that she is so humour and also can joke ...wif us de lo
Lol
and we all guess wrongly her age lo... kai xiang who said u dun have de choice to choose in de end u r de winner that u guess de nearer age lo
LOL
stil wan same wif us LOL

i really enjoy and su ai drive me home thx man!
haha saw ur mummy and ur nephew ...
he is stil so .... innocent sia ... i talk wif him lol
su ai really thx u ... for everthing :)

once went home i lay on bed .. i fall asleep and wake up in 1 hr time .. and go out le again ...i am waiting for my old neghbour to help me celebrate again... it is a tiring day ... but i really enjoy it... i hope i will have fun wif them too... heeehee i zhao le...

sad

2007-11-17T10:23:00.000+08:00

suddenly my heart was sank... for a certain time ... de time is freaking long i do not noe why... i shld be very happy for this few day de. ... why why why.... why am i keep thinking of a song " would u be there for me" am i stupid? am i stubborn?

haizzzzzzzz how i wish i can see . . . . sianz~

i am so confused......dont know dont know really dont know .. my brain full of past memories
when using mic ......ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

what shld i do....... i really dont noe .................... help me ....................................................

bye ............. to myself

thx

2007-11-16T09:11:00.000+08:00

16 nov....my old neighbour tow xiang, tow ping , andy, jeremy ... i had already enjoy spenting time wif them, we spent time play, eat ,chat tgt.... LOL!! very funny andy joker .. man

ah ti also add in........ and talk same cold joke ... and a laugher jeremy.. omg ~~

i wonder if wai wai and ch and ly is here... it is OUT SHOCK WOr!!

birthday cake was nice ,drink was nice , time was nice , sound was nice SHIOK!!! ty them ..
oh ya i learn how to 2 magic le woo! haha~
ok cya!~~!~!~!~ too happy!

farewell to yq

2007-08-30T05:35:00.000+08:00

farewell to yq .... sob sob

yq leave us for 5mth ... not jail ah ....

he going attachment to attachment ... wu han... mid of china

er... what a busy day he have on 29/08/07 morning wake up ganna disturb by me on phone ..

chatting with family , afternoon soccer with friend i go watch although play 1 match 4v4 only haha

nvm la

night go out wif us eat

+ go home pack thing again -.-"
wrong timing to ask him out haha ~>~

haiz i got a lot of gay thing talk to him... first surely miss him
2nd i miss one partner to talk wif
3rd i miss one partner to play wif
4rd i miss one partner to rely wif
5th i miss one partner to joke wif
etc etc etc....

haiz...........................yq yq yq 20 years old liao......i think u got a bit dun bear to leave de la i can see although u told me a lot of thing which u seem to be confident wif lo............

NOTICE : i got lot of thing to write cos i just forget just wake up after go out wif him whole day

er... i got really real life to share wif myself haha >.<
dnno where to start wif

i write a simple one bah ...

ok early in de morning wake up... i called yi quan....
chat chat chat till 2 hrs b4 that ... at nite we chat around 3hrs..................
anyway i brought present tooth paste for him and hot heater for him (small size de ) he told me when need send to his country diao diao diao-.-'"

er after call him i go meet him to see him play soccer lo...
wa he fierce sia scold here and scold there haha best is to ignore la...
then sure nth de la he wun kill me :p( cos i am late )(try not to be late anymore)

while while while he ask me to take care of his bag and let de sun burn me roar and he go take drink at cateen waa bully me sia ..... LOL *** joking***

after that de soccer he chat wif friend at cateen ... and i received some i dun wan to see de call and sms !!!!!!!!!!!

wendy u shld noe de la :X zhao ting also :X

ok la... then make till vet no go lo so sad LOL(later tell u why)

then yi quan talk quite a lot bah wif his friend then we rush to je buy his dictionary
then i help him to see which one shld buy lo (last mins de lo ... nv tell me i give him lo)(hehe :p)

follow up is take taxi to his house
put his thing settle down
then funny thing is he run down wif no book for me and so sorry he need to run up and down again to took books for me ( ps le yq)(i can feel ur tiredness)

yq although i write so many cos of u .. i hope u find time really see cos .... u flying at 8am(talking abt flying yq very sad not due to de ... missness of family or what ) (is de costing of de flight ticket hahahahahaha)(dun wan further said later make me more sad) ( only we few noe let zip our mouth)

cont de story then rush to my house put my book ... bo li wait there and went in de taxi i dunno what he doing just now dun wan go in the taxi and he look around maybe got chio bu lo... wao liao nv share ***Joking***

then inside de taxi wa a lot of voice from bo li.... it is a gd start at least not quiet de :)

roll and roll reached jp le ....
WA see zk stress liao (wendy u shld noe de hor )
wa kns kns ganna scold again ( due to late)(ps again)
make him wait half an hour ( i noe de feeling of waiting)
let him scold liao la after he sure okay de .. but i stil noe something will happen...

okok then hor ... only 4 boys liao lo no one liao
First of all wa sian dunno where to go.....eat leh i am so blur ... then ganna scold liao la dun need to said de (admit i am lousy organiser ) (try to be better )

then i decide to go fish and co ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh bo li and zk went to buy present yq noe liao ( i nv tell him ) (buu cheater yq) lol

then reach there diao diao diao cos no one like that but yq like one food from there la however he saw bo li dun wan and we go another ... ehehehe i anything de bleah

sorry guy i cant tell u where am i cos i forget de title of de stall le.. hehe just below fish and co okay psps ah

hehehe

then wendy called STUNT!!!@_@
SHE Said She at JP........WOOOOOOOOOOOO ^^
one more chatter lai le LAlalala
+ GOT one CAMERA Wif hER MORe song ah!

FANATAsy@@@@@@
then she come one piece of pizza only buu .... eat so less i wan see her fat LOL no la

oh ya we share drink around lalala :p
of course while eating really i enjoy la talk a lot of crap la .. then zk scold me la but i song haha

no scold no fun haha
bo li a bit quiet that time i dunno where( maybe miss yq)
yq laugh here and there ... that de one i really wan to see .. cos bo li... try to make joke around wif me lo hahha ok la this memory i also will keep it in mind de :)

then take photo lo... (4 boy) + (1 wendy+1 yq)=(2 photo)

not formula hor (cold)

then yqyqyq so fast wan to go le haiz i wan to chat wif him more lo roar rush home diaodiao diao

okok while waiting taxi wendy teach him how to cut china price (mean cut down product price which is cost ex)then when yq wan to take taxi le .. shit forget to take photo they shake hand..... i feel so touch... i also WANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN (jealous) sob sob(yq is a boy ah)

then not much actually le ..... wa i write this blog at 5.45am noW 6:15am cont writing and thinking wor... ( yq ur rong xing wor)

stil got stil got relax ...
then bo li decide to play pool lo...
gogogo play pool le... watch 2 boy play pool
i chat wif wendy will do ( whole while but got some brake like she go toilet and sms friend + hugging bf( which veryvery late then come around till in end))

cos her bf came at around bo li and zk play de 2nd round of pillet( dunno how to spell)(wif lot of red ball de ) ( not pool)(very big de )

LOL i think u all dunno what i am talking abt ....

oh ya ... wendy said haiz vet nv come.... i ask wendy whose fault ... haha she said her fault lalalalalalalalalalalala(vet see la she got come in de end leh)(ps vet )( i will punish her)

then zk extra said my fault hahaha even though he dunno what happen or what going on

then somehow wendy and me talk abt some business plan lo... help her out to and her working life... and so on la ... then bo li told me miss lee said i maybe need to go army then i sad liao...
Wendy said 100% i can choose not to go (WOW)
nth to wow de la ... when is time i will noe de result

i write a lot le yq
rmb this
u reach there
buy WEbcam
i wan chat
i wan scold
i wan play
i wan joke
ETc etc etc
wif U!!!!!!!

time is 6.22am ( write around half an hour le )

play game time@@@@@@@@@

i will miss u de... i dun wan see u drop tear anymore...okay... u sure will be back peacefully :) when u back...i wan kick u slap u punch u squesse u sabo u hold u drag u alot alot of u hahaha

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~yq specially for u~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

dunno

2007-08-25T05:28:00.000+08:00

5.30pm wake up......... totally no mood ... dun feel like talking or chatting wif other... but first to come blog to write my feelin...........g

first to said ....... i am very sorry to bo li just hope u understand me and dun angry ......... i dun wan to talk abt de detail and not ur fault.......

it is very obvious that i am de _ _ _ _ _ one ......... or someone who is _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
?

is it just my thinking only or i think too much .. i have this thinking is cos of .............

while ......maybe i am too stress over de exam ytd bah... did badly for de paper

err i dun wan to type le .........

once again bo li i am very sorry .....

bored

2007-07-30T08:57:00.000+08:00

hate it hate it .. do u noe u make me so late sleep haiz~~my bad my bad... why i dun wan early study.. make myself study so hard ... but but this is my study style... tired tired really drive me to mad....

problem problem la!! why why like that de... headache headache i dunno what to do at all lo...
really really can i just shut my eye and prepare that i nv see how how can i pretend i dunno so much thing

sorry sorry ...dunno why i like that okay... it is just human reaction...cant face cant face ...

aiya ai ya u think la.. early in de morning 8am reach class first ! but not de first to reach sch...
and i talk to write blog even in sch

stil use msn to chat to my classmate just beside me...
lame la lame la ... but at least it make me awake okay...
stop stop here le listen to class....

suay day

2007-07-19T07:26:00.000+08:00

today early in de morning is so suay suay suay... ah~~~ early in de morning mother nag.... roar~~~ haha but is okay lo :p

more and more suay ... taking umbrella out of my house while waiting at the traffic light... one lorry speeding ...SUDDENLY a big splash rainwater on me and mum -.-" kao so shy lo -.-"
then reach sch .. haiz not everybody ... reach yet.. lesson havnt start haiz

then suay people go home at 11am i stay back do project kao kao kao kao!!! 2ppl do lo
then...haiz very sad do till 4pm very sianz....during de time se teacher ask me to find him i cant find .. so suay until 4.30pm i saw him ... haiz... i also finding pmr teacher ..haizzz..... he said he forget abt meeting me le in de end .. i wait for nothing ... anddddddddddddddddddddddddddd stupid YS .. said pmr goT test WHERE GOT!!!! ROAR!! haizz
damn sianz
not going to write later play game sure lose cos suay

love prob

2007-06-06T11:29:00.000+08:00

i have love prob...
just need love
where is my love?
i cant find..
just wait
and wait...
take it to my heart... always bring to far away ..

oh dun talk abt it... first let talk abt exam...
today paper...PMR oh no
fail liao la Kns!! Teacher please give chance just give me just pass.. i dun wan retake and recieve ur bloody mail to ask me to retake ty very much

ohoh now is talk abt ca ... and em3b exam ...ohohoh oh seh liao la... i think i can make it wif ..it ...

and spent a lot of wasting time study lo... and study wif classmate ...
aiyaya why i so hardworking... i hate it.....
i dun like poly ..seriously dun like ..haiz
nvm have 1 year ++ to go ... jy lo what can u do life is like that de...

sad

2007-05-28T00:19:00.000+08:00

haiz..it is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo farking stress....

haiz beside study stress..

love also stress..

No GF MORE STRESs... ahhh haiz..

Need GF liao.. orelse damn STRESS ...

very very sad... god please give me a gd one and can stead forever ..

Nothing to said liao...

How to define sore loser?

2007-05-25T01:07:00.000+08:00

what is really call a
sore loser?
i lose liao i post i lose by using axe and winner using rk.... like that also call sore?
(lose liao... dun rm then play till de whole game for 1v1 game?)(think please)
then what do the winner want me to do?
then i play wif de winner another match is really for fun....qopvsqop(u urself said gg after i killing spree, i even accept it)(cos it is just for fun)
i won... i just post up for fun.. too...(he think too much) then ask me why i post ..
i reply for fun lo..(he cant take it and keep saiding i sore i sore... post msn --->loo hock fucking sore loser.... warn u dun piss me... ass hole)eventually we did not fight in de dota he is just unhappy abt de post i put ?(is that call sore) even u r a sore loser(Note: winner is not a sore loser just an example) ,i will not said or shout or wadever shit...cos it just spoil people reputation and hurt people(please think about people feeling)... i just really hope u can respect people more and control ur behavoir, do not use the word sore loser wa stil need farking sore loser... what ass hole la or wadever...
(rmb it is just a dota game ... do u feel worth it to quarrel wif a rl friend by playing a relax game )
i do not wan to said anymore if u insist i am sore go ahead!

no one can replace de feeling!

2007-05-21T01:52:00.000+08:00

*HOT PHOTO* zk and su ai photo(gd friend photo man)
%%%%%limited edition photo%%%%%
@@priceless cos unique@@

o.o... welcome welcome.. i farking enjoy!

woo~ what a... day that i have .. although is just 5 person... we have long of thing to chat abt~~~

talk cockster like zk(on de most left) :x cool type like wei ping(beside zk) naughty type wx(most left) and de most lastly lovely singer in de mid!!!she call su ai :x

okokkk i am very happy that they had spent their time attend the lousy organiser who is me , just only go eat + kbox .... ohohh.. haiz quite sad that ... most our pri sch mate do not have de time .. to meet each other

ok hmm my feeling now is stil on high and happy lo.. cannot describe de.. + some tear dropped on my lappy (not sad, just happy) do u noe how is de much i really miss them...i really hope to see more next time if i organise again.... i am really trying hard to get more contact and try to see when they are free....

ok..now...is really heart ... jelly le...in a happy mood lo...what a wonderful day... even we did not do a lot of stunt or surprise thing.. really...

ok..
ok...

KKKKKKK i wan to said de story ... tat i ah ga ah ga noe...

today morning ... i wake up.. and faster go online hoping ji yi or juejie.. give me a reply...however i stil cant contact them...so i miss a chance to meet them...then zk keep.. msning me abt jocye lOL no la jking only ah... then hor zk stil wan go take a nap sia.. haiz leave me alone and i have keep waiting for the time to come.. however in de end slowly i recieve lot of sms from pri sch mate...

hope is a gd news however haiz... bad news they cant make it...

bo pian lo..but i stil so interested to go...sry zk wx and wp( i tell u why i wan to late...actually i purposely de lo) we meet at 7pm right... lol de su ai said she will reach at 7.45 LOL de earliest leh.. then i go bath at 6.50 wahaha wx sms said he reach liao woo~~ then zk also reach ... in my heart i am laughing haha!!!stupid so early reach haha~ ... no la.. jkjk dun wack me ah.. LOL! blame su ai.. LOL... ahem ahem...

ok story start to begin... i take bus 240 to lake side... from 7pm to 7.15pm

then lakeside to... je is around 7.15 pm to 7.30pm...
i go to the popular le .. i see them chatting le..LOl i thought wx said he shy.. excuse la where got shy u talk a lot lo...hahaha! then they nv saw me la... lOL then when they saw me .. we walk out of popular...zk start to talk cock lo~~ nature of him.. then i suan him lo haha~ i love it!!! psps ah Lol i noe u shy le when see someone coming down~~ woo!ook let cont after su ai reach... stil talking cock while walking bth ah!! lol but fun... then we blame su ai being so late ask her treat :x

okok then then.. we all must ask our master gal what she wan to eat LOL(cos she...lol)!! then forget abt wp lol... then zk remind me to ask wp what he request to eat!! ps ah~ :p haha stil de same in de end.. wp said anything hahaha!! then walk ah walk walk walk walk.. woo! FOOD COURt!! so many ppl ~.~" zk said so many ppl la!! change.. then i think is su ai said go pIaza huT cos de only fast food tat we facing lOl...cute la go fast food haha! lalala~

but is okay .. then i suan zk again haha~~~ he said hao lo hao lo next time gathering ... dun come..!
XIAO QI AH~~!! i noe he is not he is also jking de waha~~ okok walk inside pizza hut .. sit also headache u noe why cos got 5 ppl mah hahaha 2 sit facing each other 1 sit is like king sit la ..LOl imagine la hard to explain...then hor... i call de most tgt sit is.. zk and su ai woo~ this is i request de la... cos from last time they sit tgt in pri sch mate although not couple ... they are very gd friend... i rmb su ai said something zk stil de same let gal sit first so gentleman.. haha!okk settle down liao la!! what next .. ok

next is ... we cant decide food to eat ~.~" woo i cant decide de i am dumb!! lol then we call our master zk choose food for us .. he always make lot of decision for us de...haha i also dunno what he order nia he said issit okay.. i just reply "yes" LOL then when ordering i noe zk stil care or concern abt su ai .. he wan order soft .. and thin PIZZA!! wow liao how to eat full full like that but is okay :) cos su ai teeth need some check up tml LOL :X ps ah lol

okok coming next is ...while eating le...bth la .. talk lot of cock again wahaha~~ then there is some part i cant talk de cos is boy thing LOL su ai cannot listen .. i wan saBO Zk de lo lOl.. forget to tell u ah wx psps...lol if i tell u .. zk wil roar!then zk and wp talk abt singer and actor bah something like that .. and some joke just come abt here and there...non stop man talking.. do u all like that i think "yes"talk ah talk talk ah talk... su ai very cold lOl...oh ya.. su ai and wx dunno what is "cmi"

weak sia Lol...unbelieveable lol.. and su ai ty man help me take soup for me ... so cool~ wx de extra one .. dun drink de same soup wif us lOL...ok la then zk also idoit dun wan drink act cool haha~ jkjk ah :X go army liao must act cool more that more style ...

okok we went out ... zk is our payment guy first and exchange note wif us... no matter where we r... lol

they we go... arcade walk one round cos full mah ... and then su ai go up check prise haha!! special day nia @!!@!@!@ LOL cheaper a lot LOL...
cool la song ah..then we sit down and discuss wa haha!!zk another lead us and give us choices.. he said either go bowling and go eat or just all de way inside singing haha!!! then in de end i choose singing lo...LOL googoogooooooooo inside .. wx most active su ai beatiful pinch like a bird.. praise her that i said i like hearing a mp3.. lo she thought i suan her cos i like to bully her also haha~ :X

zk ahh very jia lat dunno how to said him at least he sing i happy liao... he sing kam soft .. like his bird go pee like that drop on de water so soft...then wp.. sing quite along of song but too quiet la..and de last song he sing lOudly wahaha!okok then i noe i sing KNS la.. so sad haiz but i stil sing hahaha~oooh yay... i HUGGED ZK seriously wif love kind of feeling but not gay type is gd friend type(4sec++)

that let end de story bah.. oh nono not yet.. talk abt photoing in de kbox ... all so cute sia. .. 5 4 3 2 1 CHIP!! light flush omg! lol weak la zk dunno how to put haha .. su ai weak la ur phone double flush LOL...ok la just playing around la.. then take ah take actually i wan take a lot de dunno why but "someone rushing home nia " :x only we noe hor zk wx su ai and wp lol ok ok la.. then de photo send to me and wp .. ok then .. take taxi home roar! stupid zk .. lo LOL take so much money from them then make me diff must return them when i meet then haha! no la jking .. i really enjoy and very high .. very happy to write ... ty u all love u all man!!

2007-05-09T08:12:00.000+08:00

i feel that i am being more lazy... zzz and scare a lot of thing .. and lot of stress cos lot of thing unsucessfully done..

i think all my luck is gone... now is the time to overcome lot of thing .. even thing also spoil make me pissed off ...

then i could said .. is... i hope to have more friends haha~..... talk more talk more ... more interest more interest!

orelse my life will be like a housefly...:(

dunno why

2007-04-29T10:17:00.000+08:00

this morning i wake up so early..

stil a bit sick...

i just feel like writing...

help?

who really need help?

yay everyone actually need help isnt it

just only diff kind or help...

and diff weighting of help...

somehow i feel i am enlighten my life spirit

but my heart is still broken(dun make sense right)

dun care la

smile and laugh isnt it gd

why need to think so much

why need to care what ppl think abt me

sure got ppl dislike ppl or hate u me isnt it

haiz ..... change so much and dun look like me

noted all this come from my feeling

i dun care ppl is reading my blog a not ..

i just wan to write it out to remind myself

just wan to take care well and communicate well wif my family

in de end******************************************

stil wan find a new gf(noted: nature go along , true luv only)

lonely

2007-04-24T00:12:00.000+08:00

okok ... i am STRESS and become paranoid....

i myself dunno what am i doing seriously...

i think i really shld find a girlfriend liao , really need girlfriend liao.

orelse i am very jialat ...

no mood to write at all

haz

2007-04-03T05:20:00.000+08:00

hi

hu every reading now

hehe

i myself so long nv write blog le after cny period...

now long of thing changes we cant noe i even saw tian li at de arcade...

haizzz....

what is really life for.. how come i so wu shuo zi zi de...

i am really like slapping myself ...

nvm lo now .. sch also going to start..

And i also going to skip sch......

err worry abt friends around me... and dunno they worry anot...

and i really will wan to noe how really ppl view me ...

issit de grown up period or issit i think too much againt...

While all my friend and dear.. wish me something FInd a gd gf and
can start a family .. i happy wif it...

that all...

then she lead my life bah.. i dun mind how ppl said that i scare gal or wadever

maybe is right that boy shld scare gal so much ...

lol i nv :p

but no gf now

HOW ?

STUPID ZEFF GO FIND LA....

Tmd.. u think very easy find meh..

U NV TRY HOW u NOE ZEFF

LOl .. lame ignore ty...

haha wadever ..

emm

now seeing de process of zion work..congrat them

i think i need to go out liao cant stay at home orelse go crazy LOL

very song sia write so many LOL

LALALALALA~~~~

err actually i miss her who is de her is just HER HER AND HER!!!

cny

2007-02-19T00:45:00.000+08:00

cny cny cny ...

cny cny cny cny........

actually i met a quite a lot of very cute situation ...

taxi driver talking ....to us.. and joke wif us... and talk abt gov abt god

2 drivers talk abt a@ b$ % ^ E $ ^ % LOL that very pro

but i dun mind... joker lai de...

After celebrating so crowded full of noises waaa.. and lot of relative came and disturb me ...pee pee ba pee bu....

is okay man that really cool to me..

hmm that after i recieve a sms ... haiz.. that really make me sad lo..
very very sad...

depress ...

anyway.... just came here to update my blog for fun..~.~ cos no one wil look at it de wor hahaha~

k long

2007-01-31T10:18:00.000+08:00

kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk loong... k long................. sg 2 - thi 1

haiz no comment gg...

hope gordon wil be fine
BB

baba

2007-01-29T01:00:00.000+08:00

Hey hey recover from sickness le .. tmd so long then recover wahaha~ result bomb liao la lOL.... just dun fail will do lo hehe

1am le today wp written test osn 3% test..wahaha~

die lo
erm..dun care la

what shld i talk abt
oh ya
just now went to link blog write short word HAha
nothing to do..
why dun go study
no la i dun like study..
wahaha talking to myself... shameless guy ...
i very shameful le

erm what shld i said now again
haiz
boring... stil must study a bit la
dun fail mah last min is my study way
but scarly

erm haisz

next talk abt erm..
ERMMM nothing le leh..

oh ya talking abt.. ermm

finding LOVE lol... zeff despo find a true love ... need it seriously
lol...lame la go and die la zeff

u this type of boy u think ppl wan u
humpz..
i try :p

ai ya serious la...
dun need pretty dun too fat
dun see face like must wack that kind
understanding

ok done~ scanning ... 0/10000000000000000000000000000000000000000000

haiz zeff hopeless..

nvm i wil try again later
i wan true love so dun need ppl intro de wahaha

intro for what no use that kind is sudden love.. sense of love = not lasted long love LOL... maybe i am rite maybe i am wrong
no 100% correct for love style lol

haha

anyway... i wan go study le la talk in msn bb!

wa...

2007-01-11T15:52:00.000+08:00

ermm now having iac lesson... teacher , she love to talk grandmother story....
talk abt her life
Talk abt her thing yawning la~

haha no la at least she not strict that gd abt her.. lo
ermm...i sick and no meaning going to sch

not really sch sux ...actually still got something else..
No point talking abt it

erm i saw enoch today .. my hockey player and classmate
ermm he acc wif me go pass up mc... and stil joke wif me somemore
then b4 that i also saw kent just saiding by hi
saw alfred and wei jie just said bye

haiss... faster 5 weeks over please

i hope everything ... wil be fine wif everyone
i have no strength to type le..end here bah...

games

2006-12-17T17:58:00.000+08:00

http://gnn.gamer.com.tw/8/25168.html

http://news.gamebase.com.tw/news/count.jsp?news_no=25144&category=news

http://www.soft-world.com.tw/news/news_xenjo951117.htm

go see bah... going to late march (beta)
this game going to be fun...

woooooo~ jia you!!please Support!

fun

2006-12-16T15:38:00.000+08:00

hmm today wake up(wtf seem like i everyday dun wake up) !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so tired... lolx.. anyway i wan to play dota de lo .. no time write blog.. and then so long... nv write blog.. i miss my blog.. i feel better after my sickness lOLx(what so funny -.=")

so i should write write LOng long one ... until i song~~ cos i am very lazy write...
hmm exam over isssssssssssss so Song~ but some ppl dun like it!! i also dunno why.. cos they miss their friend bah~ haha~ hmm iiiii also dunno wan to go work de mah... haiz... work got $ but also no $
no$=$ nonsense but is true u go figure urself

hmmm work liao less dota... haiz~ i am so lazy la.. why have this type of thinking de...

anyway... today go out wif zk bl hk

hahahahahahaha
go to a room
use 2 mic
play here and there
joke or fight i also dunno
just happy spent time there
then bl go sell hp le
woo from $50 to $60
and then he went to cover
spent $20
de gal not bad la in service ppl
i like it
bo li also like i think lolx

hmmm de time flew so fast.......really fast i also sick of it....

i am going to find a true love ... humpz~
I wan a true love...
of course dun wan ugly de la LOlx
but dun look down on ugly de okay...
they will have no vangency for u all de lo
Lolx
u noe y?
Guess urself

haiz... all pretty or cute or average all taken...
Just waiting for one of them to break :X

no la... be normal bah and just wait.. and wait...
still waiting..

hmm ok
let talk abt other
hmm...

said really la.. what is life?? actually i think hor no ppl can explain 100% de la.. i think de most 50%

cos every ppl diff life..
haiz......
my life i only can predict 60% right only so poor thing
life?gd?
life?bad?
life?terrible?
life?song?
life?fun?
life?cruel?
life?sad?
life?happy?

hmmm can i cry?
can i laugh?
Or shld i laugh and cry together?
what shld i do...
i need love..
love is like an angel..
angel bless and heal
that power is a cure
cure can be a love
issit it cool
what can i said....FIND NOW~~~~~!!
as i no confident in myself..

haiz what am i doing

2006-11-15T12:19:00.000+08:00

haiz~ again this wed .. make my life soooo really sad... in sch write blog? u think i so free... ya i am ... but wun write blog during de sch... is really damn bored now... lo ... u noe i always think that wed is 12 pm start sch leh... then i reach around 11.50am.... faint liao lo... today i go bank... and then take money after that looking at my hp time is 11.17 omg... i scare i am late... so i go take mrt!#$%#%^%^ after that... i sms you sheng we meet in sch lo... seen i wun be late and rather quite early... in a few mins later.. i found that i repeated... CamE super early .. la...

Sad la.. not my style of coming early... why like that de... so tong ku .. nothing to do
?
ya maybe i must find something to do... liao ..as i seem to be so free... as most of my friends said tha... haha but i dun care ..

hmmmm haiz i think i write a long essay only wil be 12.30pm stil need to wait half an hour more ..surely....

nvm always lie to myself just come out early to take deep breath air around de sch... cos it fresh///

RUBBISH!

haiz... i hestitae for a while.. thinking what shld i write abt??
abt my sad thing that happen?
hmm oh ya... sad case my younger bro done ultra really ultra lousy for exam..

Die liao ..

i depress

agony had went up

hmm

beside that i stil need to suffer my elder bro slapping my face or punish badly...

haiz... sure face it de la
cant escape...

hmmm u think i really dun wan to teach???
de person is HIm dun wan to learn?
When i fail my N lvl... who can i blame myself only did elder bro punish himself.. lOlx
I dun think so...
nvm la..my bro surely said is i nv teach or what de la
or anyhow teach...

wadever i am ready to get this heavy punish
:'(
hmmm de most impt thing is to change my younger bro attitude... he need to be wake uP!!!WAKE up!! understand???

i noe that no body
love study actually...
but maybe our life style at home doesnt study....
family affected him...
all that cos he is still young..so cant really blame him too
we cant understand how he feel u see...
i also really can fully understand ...
cos once family problem will really can affect that..

haiz...
..haiz..
......haiz

cheryl birthday

2006-11-05T21:06:00.000+08:00

Ohhhhhh CHERYl birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it was a day where we had a hard time to gather together.. lo

everyone is so busy and study oMg!

dont u know THAT !

SO Busy de LEH!

HAHAHA

ok that NOt IMpt is just Write for fun!
:p

anyway... I AM LATE!!! HAHAHA lucky i am not de last one lAte

yi Quan LA stupid la DE last one late

WAIting For hiM

when i reach...

i saw all boy..
but birthday gal not around

haha CHey THEY are IN ... CHEER SHOP LO!!

omg both My mei mei Wear SAme>>.. clour SHirt!! OH Faint**

haha!!

and then Hor..

Yi QUAN havnt come VET SO KAN CHIONG Lo!!!

GO UP MRT liao !!! ZZZzzzzzzzzzzz

SO strange de lo

hahaaa she too many maybe...

anyway hard to oraginse lo THis gather So we treasure de tiME!

hahaha!!

THEN HOR GO VIVO GOGOGO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WE chat in de mRT ALso very fUn!!

I ASK vet VET
SHE HUNGRy!!!

ARGg!!
SO I TELL THEM TO GO THAI RES WHen cheryl said go Bunger King -.-"

then VIVO SO big ...LO... and then vet bring us to b2 -.- for fun also LOLx u all noe why? Cos she thought my taxi car park at b2 actually at 1st floor LOlx...

hor vet?

when we at thai resturtant we order FooD!

order le chat a lot of rubbish lo.. and then zhe kai .. ask cheryl to help him order food and choose food for him!!lol

anyway... fun lo after that... actually there is a lot of thing to read de leh.. i scare u all cannot read finish ....

mmmm really alot.. after i rmb we go see which movie wan to watch de lo..

actually vet wan to go .. np band concert in de end nv .. cos de grude 2 (ghost Show-but lame story)

hahaha at 6.40pm

WAAA we GOT 4 HR EXTRA DUNNO WhAT to D oOOOoo AHhh....

then hor we ALL go... SHOPPING first after Shopping till a time.. guang and bo li walk separte le.. then yi quan really nice to me lo i keep bully him.. he really treat me nice.. :)
xie xie ni...
wo touched by ur action

anyway... after that cheryl decided .. .to go... have a drink ... THEN we go CoFfee BEan!!! woo hoo!~!~!

then hor .. guang when going to shift de table he accidently pill off a cup that ppl left... hehehe^^

then hor guang very COOl nv talk de lo... and yi quan kanna bully again :(

cheryl la.. ask her drink so many cup of milk :X

cos i give him drink de la... actually blame vet la bring so many cup :X

Pspspspsps

then hor... THEY ALL go play PooL.....WOooo i nv join in for some moment... anyway i nv play :)

anyway... lalala>> yi quan so cute
play wif me i play wif him

hahaha

then we saw yi quan play pool

he got skill+ tyco pro!

JIA you!!

PRO LA...

after THAT I VERY LAME AH....!!

guang angry maybe :p

we take a lot pic very very stupid recomment by me..Sry!!

lol

dun care just ENjoy

:p

then time pass Very FAst!! and I Saw SOmE one not angry JEaloUS(think too much?)(or me?)!!

lol :p cannot said

OKOK LET go watch MOVIE!! OMG i sat beside zhe kai and vet lo...WAo liao

Zhe kai Wan to scare ME :p fail lO!! but he scare... bo li LOLx then i cant concentrate zhe kai disturb la lolx and then saw vet keep taking her jacket cover her nose
going to cover her eyes LOlx

so funny lo...

haha luckly i sit beside her not zhe kai or he sure disTURb hEr.. and zhe kai .. ..argg Blow Wind from his Mouth to my ear @_@

he thought like that can fear Me lOlx and ask me to that to vet NAH!!

okok la after watch finish ...HMM cheryl decide to go KTV :)

THEN In de mrt we chat VET SAID I am HIS AIR CON!!! cos I am COld JokeR!

lolx dun care la just talk rubbish lo

hahahahaha vet also noe after that i saw guang enjoy it very much .. ok la i stil got of thing in my mind...
Really... let u all guess what happen lo.>>... and guesS ..

And PLease imgaine how de old process.. FROm 12pm-midnite 2am? 3am?GUEss and think!

in sch

2006-11-03T10:20:00.000+08:00

during in sch... i rmb yesterday midnight happening lo...

my heart is swollen...

although today need to wake up le ...

hmm..what i can said .. is ... just do not think so much first lo...

ALwayS preCious de time that we all are having lo

why does we need to hurt ourselve since "if" really sad thing happen in de future...that u can think of..

i really do not know well myself bah...

hehehe Dun care

today hor

jun xian and meboundto each other..

Then hor i suddenly miss PRI sch DAy!!

hao jiu hao jiu Mei xian lE lo

ZHAN KE
JUEJIE
WEI XIANG
JUNXIAN
JOHN
JI YI
SU AI
JOCELYN
Kai XIAng

a lot alot

haizzz

I am such a failure lo

always so hard to organise they all
cos THEY ALL FREE AT DIFF TIME
haha...
nvm...

i will try my best de...I dun believe i cant Lo... HUMpz!

lalalalA

then i saw ben today on de bus too...
they all so mature face lo
Tmd I stil Noob!!

.... as wj also mature le

so cool

ok la

nvm

i stop here bah!

it wil be gd not to think anymore!!!

ohno...

2006-11-02T01:00:00.000+08:00

omg....

i got a future thinking le..

guess man~...

i think too far le...

i want 4 children next time...

heehee...

guess again which animal i want the children born ???

wooo~

... let me tell u all
...
it is

% Rabbit %

mmmmm Horse mmmmm

@ MoNkEy @

*P i g*

u all will think why this 4...

i also cannot answer

hmm can this come true??

~ let future ...
~ fuifill please

~ lol la

all DEPEND on the ... future WIFE!!!!

:)

what happen la

2006-10-16T18:06:00.000+08:00

What happen to me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Why like that liao!!!!!!!!!!!!

when i am in the class
cry cry cry cry cry cry cry really want to cry....
i just noe i suddenly got a drop of tear out and i wipe it quickly...
wo de xing hao tong hao tong ah..it is 20% ONLY like a thing drilling my heart deeply ...
ah why like that?TOo serious? stupid?
i think i too emotional or sensitive person... just cry
wHo said boy cannot cry...
I cry cry cry cry.... too timid sometime i admit

ty bo li.. i saw u at food court sim .... ty for touching my head and talk in de soft way..i feel so refreshing and enlighten.. i wan hug hug u..

i today went to eat tom yam seafood soup wif rice after acc wif noch...
that de only thing ...then go home i wan cry.. anyone can comfort me??

hohoho

2006-09-21T15:59:00.000+08:00

hoho~ ohoh~

now i have to avoid speaking singlish...
tat what my job is...
hmmm speaking fluent english is hard..
is so hard...

hahah today early in de morning wait for my best friend .. at lakeside mrt 10am..
after that go to citymall..
we talk chat a lot.. .. but i stil bullying him :(
haha nvm la...play play ...only

after reaching... city hall.. omg omg! i am so afarid of interview...really lo
dunno what will happen... and now i call her again where is it located...
then hor i found out de place..i open de door...!! waaa 3 policemen and 2 oiffcer gal...standing at de ent...

i was called to take out... my pounch... i think their job to do that..

then... it is so scary and i left my...best friend outside...
i cant find >.< which door!!!
then got a nice man came toward me and ask me who am i finding
i told her de name and he lead me...
after that... i knock de door .. very funny like go see doctor knock de door..
actually it is a office inside lolx
and then a very chio chio CHIOlY angel! laugh at me... said welcome and hi to me!
and ask me issit have a appointment and i named myself and reply her...
i shack hand wif her.. and she is so nice ...
she has a sweet voice ...
hmmm after that... de manager went out who is de person call me..
and shack hand wif me and bring me to her office..
and polietly ask me to take a sit..
then she said a lot of thing.. and ask me to wait for another management who run telecomanagment in raffles hotel...
so i wait for around 20mins ..
i called my best friend to go... shopping first...
after that i am out from de office.. de chioly angel... bring me to her sit and give me some advisement.. to read..
in de mean time chat wif me lolx
she is so free that.. actually no...
she said is quite busy though..and is a gd place to work..
she is in charge of injury and stay at west side also...lol
next week i was able to meet her again lol
those who read dun be horny hor lol no la.. i am not despo la.. just write lo..
so honour to talk wif her...
after that..de maganger come le..

waaa she dress so formal...
nvm lo then i went in... to a small room and being interview by her..
she nv said anything she just ask me to introduce myself...tt all for my interview...
lol...interview is so easy... so strange.. and then actually my interview is over.. she just said she enjoy chatting wif me... and keep chatting only...cos is her lunch time -.-" and she also realise that my best friend is waiting outside around 1.30hr - 2hr hhahaha!!

sad case
after i went out i cant see her le :(
then i go to jp eat and my best friend acc me that all!

woo~

2006-09-18T12:13:00.000+08:00

hehe hao jiu hao jiu nv write blog for myself le...

last few days ago..my cousin who is a gal and older than me... same age wif my bro...

wahahahaha she come down from hougang.. find me....

haha then actually we meet at 1pm de however i was stil sleeping..

then after that... when i was out from bathing at 3.30pm...

she reached and shout outside....THoNg LoO HoCk!!!

haha like wan to advertise me... :p

i noe Lo...My fault haha!

anyway after that i quickly change cloth and go out wif her...

she blame me i nv comb my hair...

cos of her fault haha...i rushing mah...

anyway is just quarreling for fun de...is our style of chatting

after that we went to bukit batok (west mall) ... there... first of all we go eat.....

she treat ...hehe everytime she treat de -.- cos she older...

if i bring younger cousin out... i treat her de also.. so is de same...

so we sit down and chat... very happy happy... really... although we so long nv see le...

oh ya.. then... i saw cindy... she nv saw me...haha that is when i going to shop finish...

haha come back to de topic... so after we had finished our.. coolest meal..
we went to west mall le..woooooooo shopping time... i can feel she is happy liao..lolx
first of all we went to... watson buy de scrub and body scrub... omg she paid for me haha!
then hor...is time anyhow shop liao wahahaha... THen hor...she is looking for "da-pae-wear"
hahaha dunno how to spell...is like a water bottle like tat de bah....
we find very long lo ... and then keep asking me to ask ppl can keep hot water or boiling water a not hahaha!!too bad i am younger than her... so i do what she said de lo.. and it is not hard ...so call it is just a small favour...and help her.. lo..
wahahaha after that she found le...then we go other place shop... shop here and there 3 hr liao -.-
wa piang so long leh...
then hor.. we GO EMICAKE Shop buy cake hahaha!!! de shop very little choice de however she said very nice to eat...cfm is true de la.. i noe her character...
and then she keep asking me want to eat anything...from de cake shop...
i so full liao ... but i noe she really love me haha!er xin hor.. but i dun feel so cos i love her too
hmmm... after that.. hor we went to boon lay shopping centre... which last time i stay there :'( miss there a lot.. she stil wan shop dunno why hahaha! there nothing to shop... then she saw a better "da-pae-wear" she buy it and think quite long lo...veryvery long lolx... and she put de old one at my house and give me -.-....
after that ... she escort me go home leh...haha then she nv go home liao... hahaha then hor.. around 5am..i hungry again!!we went to coffee shop and eat... hahaha!! she treat again... but i dun wan eat much so we share.... de food heheeheee i drink hot milo she drink hot coffee.. lolx
then i try de emicake...woooooo chocolate nice nice!!

hahaaaaaaaaaaaa i write very long le..until so song ... hmmm i stop here bah...... oh ya... i wan to said that bedok there got a place where sell nice food.. next time .. free we go together okay ^^ ... i miss ya!

why

2006-09-08T16:47:00.000+08:00

thisOmg .... i found out that i had lot of black and white head............ KOooooooooooooooooooooo!!!
SIanzlo..
WAo liao!!!
Facial!!! why u must tell me ... anyway black head is pain but easy to clear...However White head is less pain ..ahhhh haRD to REMOVE... :(

then hor...
hor hor..

i really wan to have some one who i love.. or.. like ... beside me chat or play together...

i also wan friends play together wahaha!!!

i am so yi xiang tian kai..

wun happen to me de la..

think so much....lolx

okok la dun think liao zeff
think liao also useless hehehehe
Dumb U LA Zeff...
Zeff go die la!!

hahaha.. sianz now waiting for result... doing tuition to earn some little money for myself...haha
little only.. hahaha!! i ALSO lazy to go work sometime dunnO why!

hmmm hehehe stop here la ... i dun wan to write bad thing abt me le... when i happy i also will write de .. but always forget....

hehe but stil rmb de last time i play hockey..... we play extra matches.. we r so fun there wif enoch they all.. really happy.... but no more le... Indoor HockeY ROCK!!~!~! although i not really strong....haha.....

ZEFF LAME

sad case

2006-08-25T17:49:00.000+08:00

hao jiu hao jiu ... nv write blog .. le after have a gd sleep after back from chalet... heng xiang write blog abt de chalet bah... even though i have lot of thing in my mind to shout out to make me feel better... however i cant do that... cos ... i scared will hurt ppl first of all ....i wan to said sorry to lot of ppl there... jw ah ham or who lo... had kick them or make them feel uneasy... De most sorry is to.... my xun nuuuu lo... shi ting.. i really dunno what happen after i sleep... heard from person who had watch me sleep... is very damn flirt or "di-co" or what la... i really nv intend to do it.. even though "my eye is open"i not sure too?? haiz.. i think i had frightenend u... until u nv reply my sms... sorry shiting that all i can said...de reason i can give is either i finding pillow or i am cold. ty to those organiser .. i think they had done their part in some way bah... is not easy to be a organiser ... in my mind hor....i wan to "box"-->> play play form wei jie leh..how ah... lolx sorry wei jie ...i dun wan to have... ur name keep appear in my mind...that i need to "box" u.. haha... sorry again! oh ya ah ham sorry ...hor... and thx for ur compliment...that i am a dirty fellow i agree too..i wil try to change..bah in this part! oh ya... thx to ... enoch...for cycle me to ... tour around.. even though is a short distance.. i feel so happy..really! sorry to u is make u tired and stil bully u ai yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa i wan to change lot of thing abt myself le.. b4 i end... i miss u... only can see u on de 16/10?? maybe bah.. gd luck! and bless all friend to have gd hoilday! :'(

haiz

2006-08-07T03:07:00.000+08:00

omg.. what a life...

early in the morning i wake up...
i saw my younger bro
we play game together...
after that
i saw wei long online..
i call him for dota
after a few match
is around 4.30pm

i go to bugis <.<
b4 that i go meet my cousin lo at tiong baru...
then after that... see her le.. she ask me for $$ ... lolx
then i give her lo..who ask me older than her
after that... we have a nice walking and chatting...
and then she told me she HAD BEEN Bully!!!
i definetly sure help her~
then i saw my another cousin~.~
she treat me KFC....
woo~
cos she is a senior maganer le... need 1 more rank !!
then i try de new meal lo.. and share wif my cousin heehee

omg from morning till nite write so little... i will cont .......!!!havnt finish!

so tired

2006-07-30T21:43:00.000+08:00

haiz i am back again!!

hehehe write blog again leh... today so hard working sia

hmm let me think what shld i write today... everytime time write very lame thing

today also bah write lame lame thing

how to start leh... think and think....hmmmmmmmmm horrrrrrrr laaaa

Oh ya .... u all noe hor.. that time hor.. my pf lecturer and maths lecturer suan me sia..

pf de hor... not allow ppl to speak lo leh la haiz.. all this type...cos lee kuan yew

also scare this type of person when he pass away ... add our own "lanange"

sad sia so many english spelling error and phrase error!yawn~

english nv being improve...

english all broken ...cant being understand suan by maths teacher ...

hahaha heng ah...at least i got something to type and let myself to read woo~~

hmm peeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee final whistle

yawn

2006-07-29T14:43:00.000+08:00

hao jiu hao jiu... nv write le...
purpose of writing today is for talking abt this week my "sw" sport lo-hockey
haiz...is so hard to type now cos i just wakeup write de time 2.41pm

well... today shld meet anne weiliang grace ... blah blah etc... lo
but really no mood or what bah...just need not go...
they are so disappointed i think...(shameless):(

nvm... ok let talk abt hockey le... woo~~~

first of all i was late... for my hockey lesson leh ~.~

8.30pm reach sia they stil exercise haha!!

then hor... i saw some new faces... guess WHo are They!

OMG they ARE de bEsT HoCkeY playER who RepResent Np take Part OutDoor HockEy!!

whAt A suRpRise...

AnyWAy... AfTer THat i forM a GroUp lE....

enoch alfred me!!!!!!and two other guy...

Haiz... i waS So sad... No Chances To "Vs"... BEst Hockey Player..

hmm ... nvm forget IT.... i play VERY VERY LOUSY THAT DAY!!!!!!!!!!

maybe all the while my skill is so lousy!!

guess what...

de ball who just went toward ME and I let the BAll pass ThrouGh me..OMG i nV STOp de ball

TERRIBLE... AND IT WAS a GOAL!!!!!

OH no oh NO!!!

then HOr....THat was some gd PAss by enoch... and i DId Not make gd USe of de BAll...

WAO LIAo.. DREAMING LA!!!

and THen end up de ....1st match we LOSe 2-1....ALL IS MY FAUlt!!!

aFter THAt....I saw represent np student... play wif one of our group...waa

they play so fantastic.... although our group Score 1st.... maybe is de keeper CarelEss...

then np student got a pENTALy SHOOT oMG!!! How can LIke that .. once de whistle blow ..

and it was a goal!!! end up de score our member lose 3-1... heng ah not our group play

after THat is OUr turn to play le.. OMG 5-8.... guess what happen

haha IS 8 gal vs 5 boy >.<

we play very RElaxing lo...

i stil nv score...wao liao WHY like that de...

all end up enoch all score for me :(

anyway he done a gd job

2-0...won

haha... i saw someone is watching us play...guess who it is...

PeiXin sia... she is our classmates...

wao liao... I SAW WEILONG also who is our classmates... too..haha

so sad... i had arrange to team wif him and told him in de msn midnite 3++am LEh

HE SO late then Come...*faint*

i was so DIssappointed lo

anyway... i feel is okay le

hmm then hor.. NP stuednt PLAY AGAIn!!!

1st to 5th best player in our hockey cca tt coach named

not all is playing to challenge them...

enoch and me and de gal did not play...

de 2 others play...

and + 3 quite strong player also play... haha they also suay la... WE all so many ppl

support them... np student have no supporter

sure got pressure under them de lo

CHEER lOUDLY ShOUTED FOR SHoot..all that..WAOo SO SHOik!!

end up our team WOn 2-0...i feel is quite tyco de la...

haha but nvm is still win!who care tyco a not right

.... end of my story..........................................................................................

sian

2006-07-23T21:08:00.000+08:00

so sian in life

everything doesnt goes well...

not only me .... my gd friend wei xiang and sis cheryl also going sad life
i maybe so hard to cheer them up cos no one cheer me too

haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
i wan more friendship le
so that i can spent more time to chat and understand ppl more
why?
am i too free?
not really la...

just want to find out only mah..

going to exam le...
need to study too

i need....more that friendship..
u understand?
~end~

fan

2006-07-15T12:17:00.000+08:00

haiz.......
yesterday quite happy de lo.. then today so fast no mood...

issit right to said life has up and down time...

i really have no idea what am i doing...

there is so many path for me to walk... and i was just standing there not moving

how am i going to progress like tat

family prob and love prob is so hard to handle...

issit de hard to solve???

or stil other prob is more harder than that??

can tell me?

money prob?

friend prob?

boring prob?

??? ?

really la... i dun wan to be lazy le la....
but stil so lazy...
everyone is right to said me i am too lazy and keep thinking i am useless..
hao fan hao fan wor...
next time i just chat watever i wan?
play wat ever i wan?

So that i can have a better life?

or i must stil see ppl face

and let them carry on??

i really dunno

...respect? obey? listen? attitude?
DUNNO LA
how to define...
hao hard lo...

I wan a simple life care and love?
forget and forgive?
can i dun wan have memorise?
tt is de best!

ahhhhhhhhhhh .h ..h.h.h.h.h.hh.hhhh.hhhhh

GaMeS

2006-07-14T19:33:00.000+08:00

PeiXing is so Rox!!!!!!

Ken... match of the match!!

junwei ,esther,weikit... pro la
a thrashing match lo..

like brazil vs singapore!
haha said by MR CHUA Lolx...he KEEp on cheeriNg ...lolX
waHAHAHa... win leh!!! i am so happy lo... hahaha de last thing when i go...
i saw ken whole hand....red lo...poor thing Lolx

PeiXing is having sickness and she endure for 2 games lo...how brave is she...i so envy
lo...and ......(u all noe*)

somehow...
no soccer for me :( i cant perform my skill play....
ppl though i am noob in soccer ...too bad who ask me grown like that...
what can i do ....

lolx...what sia i shld be happy la zeff....
okok zeff now stil in happy mood...
today i nv bully enouch but bully jun wei...
when waiting for the final...i use my elbow lightly hit de jun wei body ..
i was so fun but dunno he got enjoy a not..maybe is pain
i nv use strength lo...

oh ya almost forget wei liang is so kind waiting for me today 2 hr :x
shld be half an hr :X
i make him wait so long :x
cos i wan to watch de game and help out :x

haiz..let me put the blame on yi quan la... kao he bluff me de i wan to play soccer cos
of his fault la... haha nv la... i am so happy today i forgive u ok?
overall.....
i nv help anything ...and yu ting keep laughing... lolx when they are playing

the final game...we are leading a lot of point ..>> de leader hor last minutes
too action liao lo... :p
yu ting hor?

haizzz

2006-07-08T12:34:00.000+08:00

am i so free to write a blog now? perhap... nope..... recently...is just like i having a blood war wif everyone...i cant defend well... and is dying...

can sense that feeling or understand what i am talking abt?

no matter or what...

i am writing for myself

no one to talk wif now...
failure mean failure
no face...

i really have no mood to write at all .. keep type and delete

i have so much thing to worry abt...why i cant be strong enough to face it..
why does i always cant success and a happy life
what is happy life
maybe i also cant define it
that mean i having a sad life ?
well most likely to be...

in study in relationship in family in handle thing...and etc
also facing lot of thing
am i thinking too much<<< ?

ya...i am but why am i thinking so much???
why dun i dun think abt it ..and let it pass...
cos...
..
..............................

i also dunno

why boy cant cry easily....
i wan to cry...
u will said i am a "ah gua"
like tt cry liao
ya i admit

i feel crying ...is de best thing for me...
cos i am escaping all de problem??

please let me noe what is happy life

I havnt taste de feeling of happy life b4 since i was born out.....
pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Pe

2006-06-29T17:58:00.000+08:00

waa today teacher was gd then he set a big court play 6 vs 6 hockey wohahaha!

my team got 3 gal 3 boy...1 of de boy include me

then when is my turn to play

so call "gd" assiter start the ball ...
1 tap 2 tap 3 tap....
outside ppl shout liao

we only have 5 mins to perform...

gd assiter... have a not bad controling ... ball however it had been steal by someone else...

he always cant find player to pass ...so i shout his name and he pass de ball to me...

after that another foul!!!here is de critical point...

once teacher blow de whisle...

one of my team pass de quick ball to assiter cos they are near each other...

i found a empty space and run...(not counted as run)

assiter give a thunder ball to me..

*PANG* i Hitted de ball softly...

and Shouted by outsider "GOAL!!!"

wahaha first time goal for hockey for a small match..it was around 3 mins le..

however...

suddenly our challenger... speed up of their play...

our defender all nervous...

and * PEE*

PENTALY FOR THEM!!!

i was so sad...

then when i was watching de player shoot

goal keeper was a gal

then de player shoot normally

hit de keeper racket...

and de ball fly up

but went it...

keeper nv see it...and Shouted YEAh!!!

lol... no blame

final result 1-1 :) gd game

we vs them again....

assiter give start again...
1tap 2 tap 3 tap
GOEs...
challenger get de ball however...
i steal.. and give a long pass
to de assiter... he run wif a gal attacker
those defender block de assiter he have no CHOICE he need to pass to de gal
then de gal touch de ball and it a GOAL!!!30sec 1-0

then assiter cant find a gd pass or shoot cos no one help him cos i am a defender ..le
but my def is weak.. i need to train up le cos i run too slow
lucky 5 mins is over so is a 1-0 score... hmmm we r just lucky to won...

they have a strong attack base...so for me is a exciting game...

No matter win or lose ...i just wan to see de skill or play and enjoy wif fun...tt all...

score is not impt to me...assiter cheer up la...i noe u nv goal... lOlx....

we stil got next week RMB!!!

scary dream

2006-06-18T23:52:00.000+08:00

do u noe today i .... have a scary dream really scary...

i had being....

killed by boss of gangster....

while i was on de street on de road...

.....i hear de many foot step walking ..de sound *bom bom* louder and louder my vision become clearer and clearer from empty air to full of black screen...

After that my heart pi pork pi pork very fast....started to sweat....cos i am timid...

after that....for dunno what reason..... a man stand in de middle talk... only...dunno what rubbish he talk...

i start to RUN RUN RUN.....i noe i am in dead mEAt!!! RUN AH RUN RUN DUN CARE OF WHAT JUST RUn.... my MInD fULl Of MEmOry... THink a LOt OF thing.... KEep SHouting *BU YAO BU YAO*..........................my mind just like a wind blow FOOOom tt fast like u rewind a tape that FAst!

OMg...my picTUre is just unClear I duN WAnT to losS it...................SUDdenLy A VerY imPt ppL in MY lIfe say Bye BYe to me :(.......and My leG FAll anD kNEe DOwn~....... ReAlisE that i Am noT RunNing at ALllllllllllllll........cos i had being caPture By de bOss PeoPle... Then BoSS tOoK oUT His Gun and NV saiD anyTHing ANd SHoot!oNE THUNDER soUnd *BanG* anD my SCreen waS reD....

At THe MoMEnt...i BaRe .... de PaiN But.... IT is UnPReDictaBle pAin de MOre i BAre DE mORe Pain iT goes....i Let GO de BArenEss.... I falL on tO de GrounD.....*Don DOn*...WheN reaCh de Ground HAnd OpEN wideLy...THen all FEeling GOne and VisIon Gone...........

*lIfe HAd Ended*

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

2006-06-17T10:37:00.000+08:00

LAY HOON HEY LAYHOON
your mother really very kIaSu la....
early in the morning
around 4am
sms
me

16/06/06 That YoU r publish in the english NewSpaPer.... 16/06/06
talking about you WoN
LeE GuaN Yew
Award
AND
4
scolorship
right?

and said about you pri six start to "du li"
Waa hAha...u really make ME
SO PROUD OF U!!!!

since i write le....as de same time de news>> helping my bro celebrate his birthday...
although he is in china...we stil help to celebrate de right lolx....we wun forget abt him
so bro dun worry...yesterday de 16/06/06 u r not alone...just imagine we r using solar system
to celebrate birthday for u...but it is quite lame la....at least something ok...
rmb dun feel touch ah...dun er xin..dun come back hug me can liao!
okok la ...here really wish u a happy belated birthday bah....so wish u what ne..actually nth..
just wish u come back ...can able to calm down and ctrl ur temper bah....

zeff cont walk on the journey......and end here!

Abt work there

2006-06-16T10:08:00.000+08:00

previous testi is a downpour...i will try to cheerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr up..but hard...o wel... today wake up le...lucky is not 2 pm again i dun wan to lock myself in de room...but my heart is like a stone...a rusty steel...i also dunno wat i wan to express...out nvm...dun care

so today i nv work...can have a lot of time to write and then find someone "fight" in msn first then play some game lo....

today early morning 3am+ bohoseeh who is my colleuges that i talk abt earlier...he told me a lot of thing abt de work there got a big move in a 2 months time...i am so shock to heard that news...
really...although i nv work there a lot of days or months...i will miss them tt true...
they treat me so nice...always close one eye... de...but they r leaving that make me cry....
why... why..... why...treat me like that

dasiy who is my supervisor...treat me like a son bah...so call la... are leaving soon...going to aus
cos her whole family there..omg.........................................while i was typing this few words....understand de feeling that i have.....but sure u cant sense it......
maybe u all will said i too shuang ku la....
ya i admit i think i am too emotional...

de new comer full time work...come from malaysian de...also try 1month left le...
i only...see her 2 days le...how come she dun wan to work le....do u noe sheis too hardworking
help me a lot help me clear dish and chat wif me during work....although she cant speak english well....same as me...i wil try to help her this MONTH!!i PROMISE!

haizz.. got 1 time full job timer going to be sack...who is a gal...they all dislike her bah...
i also not sure...i ask bohoseeh -he said she is extra ... got her or no her is de same....
but i feel i am also extra there doesnt help much..bohoseeh i am do u noe...dun keep say i am hardworking ..i am not...

BOHOSEEH why u so FAST!!!!WHY SO FAST GO ARMY!!!2 more month time...I WANT to kill you!!!Why so fast :(................although i just noe u through game...and now become friend ......
dunno why u ask me come when u r going ...

i noe work is hard to find...
i really noe that...
am i quitting?
i cant decide well...
please give me some advise and tell me in de msn...
do u noe work not only cos of $$
must work there happy to let u stay
orelse there is no point of working there...
my brain
goes

blank

i
lost
my
own
heart

what a day

2006-06-16T00:34:00.000+08:00

zeff has nomood to work today and get angry so easily and drop tear with invisble tear.... zeff is really too tesion too kan chiong.... that make himself angry...
zeff u r an idoit
useless
lazy
slacker
hopeless
zeff i have nv see u have any gd point...i urge u end ur life bah no point staying in de world
no one wil get happiness from u...just a ^&$^&$^
why u want to do that
why
i really dun wan u liao
end of myself

wa lan

2006-06-12T23:51:00.000+08:00

today i dunno shld i be happy a not leh...work today is so relaxing today... got 2 newcomer(fulltime)... and so less ppl come..cos hor...world cup mah... everyone stay at home ole ole ole lo... i at work zzz zzz zzz hahaha....haiz...today manager complain one of my colleuges -irresponsible...i also dunno how to help him...hey u read de hua... please leh ppl care abt u and worry...at least pick up de phone de mah...and tell them u r headache lo...but i nv tell them as i promise u ...haha those new comer... are so fun to teach as i am only work there dunno got 10days anot...but start to teach them what to do le..so proud of myself HAHAHAHA!~!!!they are so ting hua de hahaha~!!!one come from malaysian de leh...hahaha!i also very happy that someone call me from malaysian....waa even though so short time...like wan to hang up de phone keep saying i am working reason..enough le...stasify lol

however.... when i come back from home.... two ppl sad sia... haiz....

1 of them is sad cos her friend fail exam many times le...then i also dunno how to help much but i can noe that they are gd friend bah...so she so sad abt her...so we chat lo...then slowly ...ok le...

phew she also care abt me i also share will return...de careness haha english fail :p

2 of them...is sad cos ...."i also dunno" but i keep trying to ask... also cant get answer bah...

please guy or gal ...dun read feel i er xin or what if u feel please dun read my blog again wahahaha bleah:p

Wish them.... they have a pleaseant sleep bah....so that they can forget abt de sadness thing lo...

wa lan...
i got a lot of thing write leh...
i cant think le
so stop!

tt all

2006-06-11T01:03:00.000+08:00

actually i wan to write... fews day ago... leh..got a lot of thing wan to write le...but now my brain is so empty de...well..i dunno what had happen to me actually ....haix........work...family..study..relationship..are so hard to handle...hahahA!!! THink too much again:p
really really....i wan i wan but stil waiting lol...
study is so easy de... if really want to study hard sure get at least a "B" grade lo...
but is just dun have de mood or de power to study bah...hahaha! now i seldom play game liao ...
i also dunno why?maybe game for me now is not that kind of fun that i have last time bah...

oh ya nvm la when i recall i write lo...hehe now let talk abt World Cup la... I SAy ITALy will win
cos since young i like italy...haiz... forget to buy at sg pool
hahahaha....
hmmmmmm ai ya ai ya... now i am so bad..bet here and there hahahaha...i am a small bookie leh
hehhehehehe lousy bookie also..lolx but my paper full of names lolx

ai ya... let enjoy our 2 weeks hoilday wif all student in pri and sec sch bah!!!start sch at de same time ... after that can back result le..hahaha that all....

cos of a pic and testi

2006-06-02T00:51:00.000+08:00

hahaha.. pic ah pic... testi ah testi... write also got ppl want to complain leh...lolx... paste also got wrong hahaha~!!!!!

well ... does god really exist? can u end me fast and quick...and without pain please :p

hahaha... hope can lo

does world really can be paradise?
does world can settle every peacefullness?
does world can be fair?
does world going to finish?

what will be answer?
anyone noe?
maybe all ppl noe...
cos everyone has it own defination
own thinking
own way of judging
who really can said is right or wrong?

does de world really have right or wrong?
WHY killing ppl is wrong?
i dun think so?
murder said he wan to kill cos too high population?
issit true?
if yes so kill is right? can it be? undefinite cos too many way of thinking
why stealing is wrong too??
so there is law to settle?
then does law can really settle?
if yes why ppl wan agasint noe he will go prison...
so only 1 thing is true?
hard to be a human being?
ppl will said cos u r a heartless or friendless... therefore human being is hard?
then what if they are not?so is easy to be human being?
lastly why there are so many debatable thing... cos no one is sure or can CONFIRM!!! i stil have doubt...

what a day!fun +tired

2006-06-01T23:49:00.000+08:00

see this cute girl 18 liao leh...she feel she is adult liao lo...wahahaha!i today spent a lot of time on her...in de morning of 12 am to 3 am stil dun wan sleep play game sia.. then i accompany her..then around 8 am when i am walking to sport hall ... she called me and i saw her...waa i am so excited in a short mode dunno why..lolx after that... after my is modules.. i called her..to help her celebrate leh...we go to cateen 2 wif some our fo1 and fo2 friends eat lo...enouch like to talk and talk and talk...but is okay i like lolx...at de cateen is a nice peace time but hor after jun wei they all go for their is le we went to clementi... to buy cake for her..lol..on de journey.. hor got 1 "gong" gal tell us to take bus74... said got reach clementi mrt ..she faked US roar~ and then we caught in de rain...then i saw her run so fast and alone run only lolx..cute lo...hmm then hor de "gong" gal lucky noe how to call a cab..leh...after that.. we walk ah walk walk ah walk then finally she finalise what cake she buying...after brought de cake..hor...we went to mac help her celebrate only 3 of us enounch me and "gong" gal...but i think i have try my best liao...i really enjoy de time inside de mac..all of laughter cos enounch talking crap lolx :p i hardly forget this REALLY!!! i dunno i plan well enough a not haiz... jun wei they all nv join in wat a waste.. i think if they come we will have more fun...!

After that i went to work liao le... waa tired sia..but i feel worth it....i saw my bro friend name jaz...waa i am so happy to see her not cos of de thing that she give me...is at least someone visit me...luckily that time i am doing hosting lo nv ma loo... and after a while one of my classmate call jiewei he came to interview.. i think can be successfully de la...wa lan leh... MY GM COME SPOT CHECK i hate it...today no gd in doing job always kanna said by manager lo... nvm i dun care but when going home leg shivering sia.......................................but one thing i wan to said i am thinking abt de celebration abt just now when i was in work!

lala

2006-05-27T12:40:00.000+08:00

hmmm .................................sad ...sad sad....everything also sad.. think of what also sad.. work tough study tough love also tough..........=life tough....

please dun make my life so tough.. give me some spare air to breathe... i cant feel it anymore... my vision blur...le...

i just hope she finish her o lvl.. and score a wonderful mark.. tt is de most impt thing..other thing if cannot...then nvm lo

haiz.. tt all..end here

PolY life

2006-05-25T18:25:00.000+08:00

There is so big different in poly life...
I was falling and i was sick abt it
Who am i going to find?
Who really get help me?
I have gone 4 weeks of poly life...
I stil feel lonely and tired
How come... i stil feel that?
How can it be?
I thought...i have friends there already?
Why i have this type of thinking of feeling?
I did not think too much!!!
My heart feel very terrible and horrible
I was so fan...
I need to do so much thing that
I not suppose to care or help out?
I just want a simple life?
Why they cant fuifill and
Stil want to make it so trobluesome?
Does i die can forget everything
I dun think so...
PLEASE
in the end i JUST only have 1 life
please do NOT make fun of me
give me a better LIFE!!!!

what a day

2006-02-21T08:59:00.000+08:00

yesterday...everyone seem busy...however lucky wenjian spent extra time play enfo game with me... yesterday was a peaceful...day nv get scolding at all... and had a nice sleep though...and after the game... i found chiew yang and hock kuang to have a chat hehe... hock kuang's fish was sick .... hope his fish get wel... soon... hmm abt chiew yang... she hor.. lolx. so kpo de leh.. but hai hao la... had a smooth chat...today morning no gd sia... i wait for lao er(my neighbour) ... for more than half an hour.... he told me he is in jp sia... wao liao... 5 (240) buses 4(99) buses 3(246)buses had pass by me and he still not there... so i went home ... after a while he call me he reached Omg... then we had breakfast together lo... and he had FOUNd a job gd luck to him ... tt all man i write a lot le~

Omg

2006-02-20T22:09:00.000+08:00

So hard so hard i wan to better haiz~.... how come like that de sianz..... so many code to rmb de...sianz... how come like that well... hopefully i can do what i wish for.. and find a babu skin lolx.. hmm well... if anyone found it tell me in the text box... cos i havnt make a comment ... cos i dunno how to make it though...wel... hopefully... i wil do it asap~ hehe

yay... so happy going to make finish my blog!

2006-02-18T20:14:00.001+08:00

oh wel... trying very hard..to make my blog and a great help from a very KE AI ppl... hehe....i am so sad sometime and i can write here...hope ppl will read..:)but now focus on decoration first lo wahahaha

my first post

2006-02-14T15:23:00.000+08:00

hi.. i am zeff here...this is my very first post..but not by me..is by chong hwee..he very the good help me make this blog...cause he have nth better to do..so go ppl house and do this kind of "good" things....haha...next time then tok more ba....i just wan to try out this blog... i am going to change my skin too....hope u all like it...hee...=)